trung thu 07

hìhì, dzị là lại 1 trung thu nữa, mình đón ở Sing...

nhớ hồi nhỏ, Trung thu, ba mẹ chở đi mua cho cái lồng đèn con bum búm bự chảng..mà lúc đó mình nhỏ xíu xìu xiu..cấm cái lồng đèn hem thấy mình đâu lun hixhix

hồi đó ngồi cầu trời đừng mưa..nguyên đám xóm mình xúm lại đi rước đèn cùng nhau, đèn đứa nào tắt thì câu lửa đèn đứa kia..hihi..có lần mình câu lửa sao đốt cháy lun cái đèn hình cái thuyền của thằng mập..làm nó giận mình mấy ngày lun...

thêm trò mình dzí thằng mập bắc cái lon lên 2 cục gạch,nấu chảy sáp đèn cầy rùi đi bắt mấy con kiến bỏ dzô nghe cháy xèo xèo..hồi đó còn nhỏ mà sao ác wóa hem bít nữa, hem bít bao nhiu em kiến bị chiên xù dưới tay mình òi hixhix

Trung thu năm nay..vẫn ra Chinatown như năm ngoái..chỉ có điều ra trc trung thu 1 ngày..mình ko mún nhìn mọi ng cùng gia đình của họ dzui dzẻ đón trung thu cùng nhau..trong khi mình thì...

đón trc 1 ngày..cảm thấy dzui..như thể những cái đèn kia là của riêng mình..cả mặt trăng nữa..

mình đc anh Hào chụp hình cho mình.., vẫn đòi mua lồng đèn để rồi nghe anh Hào cằn nhằn:" bé N nha, lớn rùi còn chơi lồng đèn nữa kìa" vậy mà vẫn mua cho mình tận 2 cái lồng đèn... y như năm ngoái a H nhỉ

chỉ là..có thể đây sẽ là trung thu cuối ở Sing..có 1 cái gì đó tiếc nuối..cảm giác thật lạ..khác hẳn cách đây 1 năm..

it is such a hard time

these days i felt so down, even i did try to be stronger..

never in that bad..my loneliness is killing me now..

diarrhea..feel so sick..

my first exam is on 9/10..now..time for rushing..still feel dun wana touch my book

decision..hv to make decision again..feel scared..feel like i never can make RIGHT decision

and 1 more thing..1 more scared thing...but cant tell anyone....

God, u better dun give me anything...dun let me got it..then u took it away..


i wana throw ALL..




waiting for 20/10

waiting for December

yah, it is my destination..Dec..no more stand after that..it is enough...

P/s: haha..disappointed abt myself..almost 2 yrs has gone from the day i lived far from my family..wat i get?

English: suck

being stronger: worse and worse day by day

independent: i cant live alone, cant keep my feeling..i always bother ppl coz of my sadness( eg: this blog)..should i say m independent???

guys, studying abroad cant make me better...i still act as a kid...still require something without thinking of other ppl..still cry..still think too much..still cant control myself..still get burn whenever i feel something going wrongly without thinking of reason

i still need my parents' care, still need YOU...

m sorry to make u guys feel tired coz of me...coz of reading this blog..i feel tired abt myself also

now, m lying down..dun wana eat..dun wana do anything..just lie down..close my eyes, stop my tears and try to close my mind..

as 1 of my friends said:" before, Ngoc was never sad much like now..i wana c Ngoc happi as before..", guys, i feel lost myself now also

fighting, ya ya, bum bum, bup bup, bep bep^^

hihi, m happi coz i got u ..

u r always around me...

let me come to you close as i wana be..

close enough for me to feel....

.......ur heart beating.....

you always have a place in my heart....

.....that no one esle can fill..

missing u is to make me stronger...

luving u is to make me try harder...

to reach my goals...

exam is coming...a lot of important decisions are waiting for me...and a lot of hardness also..

sometimes i feel that God is unfair for me..but it's not...

he gave me my cool family and you, i should say thax to him...i never feel down when i got u guys..never...

ya, ya, fighting....to make person who i luv feel proud....

fighting to wait for a future...a future got u r by my side...bring me to my sleep...with a sweet dream..1 peaceful sleep in ur warm arms...

fighting to make our dream come true!^^

oh my godness, is it me?

guys,today i learnt sth from my CB class..wana share with u coz it is quite fun

we did the quick test to find out ourselves.It's called" The social styles inventory"..my prof said it can tell you 80% who u are

and here we go..my result haha...

A=25%
B=5o%
C=15%
D=10%

and here is Interpretation:

A= Driver
B=Expressive
C=Amiable
D=Analytical

haha..it means m in B..Expressive..let c how my prof describe abt me:

all the world, u just know this word" me"..wana show urself wherever, whenever u can( oh god, is it?)
so talkative...u can talk 5 hrs non stop..( my godness..that's cool)
dancing when u talk lah, like using body language....hahaha
risk taking...
easy going crazy..haha watch movie..crying alot then 1 min later...see u laughing

after describing, see my face and ppl 's face in group B( sth likes gona kill him soon), he said:"bt it is really special group la...this group makes our lives more colourful" + 1 his fake smile
then he said...i found the bird can represent u..we can c it in Sentosa

oh god...u guys..guess...wat is this animal huh?guess first before seeing answer huh

answer here:peacock

then comment tell me la..is it m that bad hahaha