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i met the meanest and rudest guy ever this morning!

I was 5 mins late to the meeting and i cant find the room(do you know how anxious i was then??)i came to one room, therer is the only one guy in that room ( other participant), he yelled at me and told me to go out.He told me that I interrupted him! Dude, I was in the room for less than 1 minute, and you have more than 2 hours to write! If you didn't want to help the poor girl, could you at least try to be polite?? Wtf!

I am so pissed now!!!I missed the first turn and had to wait 2 hours for nothing,then I was yelled by a freaking guy for no reason!

Dude, i hate guys so much!!

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Today is damn bad for me!

Today i woke up so early and went to class late haha..wat the hell is that?????

Today, i met the meanest and rudest guy ever

Today, i had to wait for almost 2 hrs for deciding my stupid decision....I wanted to choose International Tourism and finally i chose marketing which the subject i studied worst last term.

Today, i realize that i lost my student pass and 2 weeks later i wil go back vn...how can i go back without my student pass..

Today, i got a lot of things need to study, got exam 2 days later and now, my brain got nothing...

I am so pissed now!!!God, i did sth wrong??????????????????

OK, better to go back my study now

so sad...vn but anyway, proud of u!!

Today is so sad day..vn lost Thailand again 0-2...Actually, Vn played better than Thai, but god didnt bless us..huhu..m so sad now..feeling like dun wanna do anything.

Four days later vn will have match in Thailand. I know that is so hard to vn to win Thai more than 3 goals bt i never stop hoping...u can do, my dear, i no u can...I and all vietnamese students in Sing wanna see vn team again in sing ..the final match...pls dun make me disappointing huhu

anyway, m always proud of u, believe u and love u forever..my dear vnHope that i can see u again in national sing stadium and i can smile like this pic above again..

i dun wanna wake up anymore!!

these days, i did a lot of stupid things..i am sad all the time, feel guilty, tired, and sometimes i wish i couldnt wake up...I always try to be so happy when i stay w you guys and i mean you guys will be so surprised when u read my blog. my life is damn suck now...now, i panic, i dunno wat should i do...and i also realize something, it was not nice like i thought...maybe it is a good point which i took from my stupid mistakes. But i had to pay really expensive price .So many times, i wanted to end it but i couldnt...i really cant until now, is it coz m so stupid?..y i have to live like that, wat for? but i dun mean i will stop it, i will not..pl dun ask me y coz deeply in my heart, i also dunno y?so now you guys can realize that how stupid i am haha...i think that i study not bad, my IQ is not so low...haha.. so how come????sometimes, i dunno wat the hell happended to me...u r suck, Ngoc!!suck all the time!!

I posted it when i am so sad...so i just wanna say it out..and i hope i will feel better so pls all my cool friends who will read my blog..pls dun write anything,i dun need u will tell me wat should i do, i just need ur kind silent and listening...can i?Thax too much, i no you guys care about me and just wanna help me, but m so sorry to say that i dun need ur advices now, i will overcome them by myself...if u r my cool friends, dun worry abt me, believe that i can do it!!

God, release me from this pain.....please!!!

Good bye and good luck to u, my dear VN:)

Today, i went to stadium to watch VN vs Laos- the last match in Sing hixhixAnd it is so fun, still like the 2 matches before, all Vietnamese fan....hehe....bt Vn just won 9-0 hixhix, acctually, it is enough for Vn to continue alr, but VN will vs Thailand..hixhix...and u no wat i mean....

I said to my Laos friend:" hey, Laos got no point alr, just play for fun, why dun let VN wins 12-0 sthand Vn no need to meet Thailand hixhix"..and he wanted kill me hixhix..i said sth wrong....hehe

ok, i watched all 3 Vn matches in Sing and i really got a great timeI sat w all Vietnamese, speak vietnamese and sang Vietnamese songs.Today, i sat so near all the vietnamese players and when the match ends, wow..they came, good bye us ...all of them r so friendly

GOOD BYE AND GOOD LUCK TO MY DEAR, ALTHOUGH NOW I CANT WATCH U IN THE STADIUM ANYMORE, MY HEART WILL BE WITH U...TRY UR BEST TO WIN THAILAND, NOTHING CANT DO IF U WANT......I AM HERE TO WAIT FOR VICTORY, GOOD BYE VN FOOTBALL TEAM, GOOD BYE

Good bye and good luck to u, my dear VN:)

Today, i went to stadium to watch VN vs Laos- the last match in Sing hixhixAnd it is so fun, still like the 2 matches before, all Vietnamese fan....hehe....bt Vn just won 9-0 hixhix, acctually, it is enough for Vn to continue alr, but VN will vs Thailand..hixhix...and u no wat i mean....

I said to my Laos friend:" hey, Laos got no point alr, just play for fun, why dun let VN wins 12-0 sthand Vn no need to meet Thailand hixhix"..and he wanted kill me hixhix..i said sth wrong....hehe

ok, i watched all 3 Vn matches in Sing and i really got a great timeI sat w all Vietnamese, speak vietnamese and sang Vietnamese songs.Today, i sat so near all the vietnamese players and when the match ends, wow..they came, good bye us ...all of them r so friendly

GOOD BYE AND GOOD LUCK TO MY DEAR, ALTHOUGH NOW I CANT WATCH U IN THE STADIUM ANYMORE, MY HEART WILL BE WITH U...TRY UR BEST TO WIN THAILAND, NOTHING CANT DO IF U WANT......I AM HERE TO WAIT FOR VICTORY, GOOD BYE VN FOOTBALL TEAM, GOOD BYE

Viet nam" vo dich" hehe!!!

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Sunday January 14, 2007 - 02:49am (SGT)

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Vietnam " vo dich" hehe

kaka..today is the first time " be Ngoc" went to stadium to watch Vietnamese football, hehe ..cant imagine how cool it is....kaka, even vietnam played in Singapore but Vietnamese fan is more than Sing wow wow so cool We sang Vietnamese songs, got uncle Ho's pic wow..wow..love my country too muchFeeling so happy even the result was 0-0 hix hix.Bt anyway, Vietnam tried too hard alr, proud of my dearHope that Vietnam will win Laos and Indonesia next week, i will go to stadium to watch them with my chinese friend..haha She is so cute, sit w all vietnamese(of course they speak vietnamese hix hix) but she also try to say" Vietnam vo dich" and sometimes say" yue nan jia you" haha..so funny

OK, hop u can win, my dear, i know u will not make me disappointing

haha..now i came home alr, feel like still can listen" ...VIETNAM HO CHI MINH, VIETNAM HO CHI MINH......"

chai ai, sao be N iu vietnam we dzay ne chai, song o vn 19 nam roai moi hiu the nao goi la " long iu nuoc manh liet, dat dao nhu Sing's river hahaha"

Vy oi!!!

even that happened 3 months alr bt i still think about this, i am so worried about u, bt when i came back vn, i didnt meet u, m afraid, m afraid that i cant say anything to u,m afraid to see u like this..u remember, we studied together in kindergarten!ur mom is my grandma' sister so mean u r my aunt even u r same age me!!!i know u r so sad..cant imagine how sad u r ...i dunno how to say..but actually, when it is happened , m in Sing, i cried a lot but i dun imagine u r terrible like that...pls listen to me, ur mom used to our teacher, i love her also,u r so important for me, pls believed the truth, can? stop hurting urself anymore..we must overcome it, u must show that u r her cool daughter...let her take a nice sleep in heaven...if u continue hurt urself like this, she will be so sad..and u dun wanna, right?Dun do this again, can? pls, promise me,so many ppl love u, worry about u ...i..u r my friend, my aunt, my sis...i can tell u everything and even we shared our clothes in our childhood.we spent our childhood together,i got a lot of happy memories..so, i love u too much,if u try to kill urself again, i never forgive u, never....u know how shock i am today when i hear that...pls, my dear, pls...i wish i can help u, i can do something for u, but so sorry, i cant do anything which makes u feel better...pls,know that i love u too much and i dun wanna lost u!!!
Life sucks, never fair...