these days, i did a lot of stupid things..i am sad all the time, feel guilty, tired, and sometimes i wish i couldnt wake up...I always try to be so happy when i stay w you guys and i mean you guys will be so surprised when u read my blog. my life is damn suck now...now, i panic, i dunno wat should i do...and i also realize something, it was not nice like i thought...maybe it is a good point which i took from my stupid mistakes. But i had to pay really expensive price .So many times, i wanted to end it but i couldnt...i really cant until now, is it coz m so stupid?..y i have to live like that, wat for? but i dun mean i will stop it, i will not..pl dun ask me y coz deeply in my heart, i also dunno y?so now you guys can realize that how stupid i am haha...i think that i study not bad, my IQ is not so low...haha.. so how come????sometimes, i dunno wat the hell happended to me...u r suck, Ngoc!!suck all the time!!
I posted it when i am so sad...so i just wanna say it out..and i hope i will feel better so pls all my cool friends who will read my blog..pls dun write anything,i dun need u will tell me wat should i do, i just need ur kind silent and listening...can i?Thax too much, i no you guys care about me and just wanna help me, but m so sorry to say that i dun need ur advices now, i will overcome them by myself...if u r my cool friends, dun worry abt me, believe that i can do it!!
God, release me from this pain.....please!!!
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