T-H-A-N-K-S

It is such a long time i dun stay that late...coz 1 cup of coffee..then i cant sleep until now

everytime i sleep late..i will find this blog...that's like a habit- a habit that i cant change..

I am the one that never can move on...coz i hate changing...i wana everything just keeps like it used to be...sound stupid huh...

coz of this stupid thought...then alot of time...i am in trouble...and too hard for me to overcome..then too much thinking will make me sick...seem like i never know how to luv myself

And now m writing this entry to thank my family who always by my side.. these days, i got sick again ( i duno how many times i need to use this word " sick" in this blog )

poor my family who need to take care of me all the time...I used to ask them " do u feel tired to raise me up?".. they just gave me simple answer " stop asking stupid thing...", " but i am always sick...", " hm, i get used to alr..i know wat i should do when u r sick"-my mom said

my house got a lot of medicine...like my family r opening a pharmacy haha

when i was a baby, i was sick more than 20 days/month..my mom said i was in hospital more than i was at home...

until now, i am always sick..just abit cold or abit hot..i will get sick...my parents always need to worry abt me..

I know deeply in my heart that how hard my parents are when they raise me up.. they wont read my blog..bt i still wana say it out:

"from now on, i will do whatever they want...coz things that they want..i will want too!"

thanks God for giving me the coolest family ever!