what is luv?

today is my sad day..

I saw u online,but i cant do anything..even ask u that" how r u?"

if I know that our relationship is terrible like now..i would not luv u..

if we did not luv each other..now, we were still cool friends and u were one of the most funny friends i've made

i even run from my yahoo..sign out..and i cry..how many days i could control myself and i was proud of this..bt today, i cry again

i thought i hate u, not because my luv for u was much more than urs..i hate u that day because i heard Sothun said what u did in Cam..or maybe i adhere this to forget u

but i cant..i really cant...

I know i cant or not..it is nothing to us..because, we definitely know that we cant be together.

--oOo--

what i can do is putting u, our memories and my luv deeply inside my heart and let them sleep peacefully for whole of my life

but today, it wakes up..u know why?

from the day u left, i try to avoid to meet our coolie family. It is not coz i hate them of course.They are my cooliers forever and i luv to stay w them in the same house.

bt i avoid them coz they made me remind of u..i remember all the times we were together w them..it likes a knight for killing my heart.

and u know, we just got a meeting, a only meeting after u left..i have to sit w them and talk..i bite my lips to suppress a sob..i dun wana them c me cry anymore..i did make them so worried abt me alr

let me, u, our memories, our luv sleep in my closed-heart..goodnite!

i never open my hurt luv anymore..luv is something that i never can reach, even by only my little finger

i wish i could stay in my dream and never wake up anymore

@someone: u should forget me coz m really not interested in luv anymore, pls let my heart sleep peacefully, thanks!

i really need a friendly hug now