i am so sorry

i cant sleep tonight..just finish my project...tired but i dun feel sleepy. Today,i solved problem which made me so sad these days...i couldnt imagine it could solve easily like this..i thought it couldnt be overcomed and i would give up...but...it is solved alr..thax god...actually, just go ahead and tell him wat i thought.At first, he said somthing which made me so sad...and that was the first time my tears came out in Singapore.He said like he dun love me like i thought...but after that, i realize that it was not his fault..anyway.All was my fault.. i am so stupid, i wanna reach something which never can reach...i thought love is like the love in legend..and i got bf who can understand me, knows when i need him, always care about me....now i know..actually, never hv ppl like that...And i tried to do something whic made me regret so much about myself, i thought he will be happy but he said he also didnt want , it made me like...i dunno how to say...now, i am really wanna say thax to him..thax u so much..u helped me to understand wat love is and to know i was wrong . u said u r not good guy and u will stop it coz of urself not coz of me but forever in my heart u r my first and best bf...u know?i trust my choices so much, i never chose even wrong friends so it is impossible if i chose my bf wrongly...I never regret coz i chose u..so pls..dun think like that...anyway, u had a so important place in my heart...sorry for everything...i am really sorry coz i made u sad...