i wont cling it anymore, just let it goes like it should be!

dude, seriously, m quite tired to live like that alr...
m trying my best to make it better...yah i DO try!

and it became worse n worse!
ok, i accept it!
friends come and wil out of our life...wat can we do? look at it, smile at it n say:" ok lah"
and seriously, m not a very good friend, so i got some power to require ppl hoho..nonsense!
i realize that the more i cling sth, the further i can get it..so...
in silent night, m sitting here, and thinking...
my friends said that:" dun think too much lah, it wil make u sad"-yah, it is true, bt i cant stop it!
the last time i think abt it haha...then i wil let it goes like it should be!
today, m so sorry to ppl who i made you sad!i cant do anything better!
and good advice: never believe ppl..noone loves u like urself n ur family!Just trust them, u wil be happi!
dun try to hold sth that never belong to u! it just makes u hurt!
i wanna say: M NOT ANGEL, I WIN THE RIGHT TO MAKE MISTAKES, EVEN BIG MISTAKES..N I JUST CAN BEAR LIKE THAT...I CANT DO IT MORE...I DO TRY, YAH, I DO TRY SO HARD!
m not clever, not beautiful, not cute, not a good friend, i just wana be a simple happi girl, can i?
let take a big smile,come back to myself n think that u r my memory now:)
FROM TODAY, I WIL LOSE STH BT I WIL GET STH ELSE, N I ACCEPT IT!
i never forget wat u did for me...haha..actually, i wish i could!
jia you!Ngoc..haha..how come u let urself in that bad!time to take back ur wonderful life now!
I NEVER BE HAPPI IN SING, NEVER! 1 YR MORE, FIGHT W IT,NGOC!
hihi, m suck bt not mad at all!:)